my heart is still very heavy, since what happened yesterday. i really dont know why it happened. i wish it just didnt happen to me. God, why is the timing wrong? Didnt u give me that impression to be a leader? why did this happen since you wanted me to be one? i really dont know what to do. the happy cheerful me is gone.

very very troubled. have you ever felt how your heart feels to be rejected by something? you know how to overcome it? my heart is wounded, it can never be healed until the day comes. i wish to start all over again. too many regrets, too many sins. anyone invent a time machine? this is really not good. i thought troubles would go away. but it didnt. life sucks. it really sucks. why on earth am i here for? a purpose? WHAT PURPOSE? I STILL DONT KNOW WHAT MY PURPOSE IS! WHEN AM I GOING TO KNOW? i wish i can give everything up now, but i cant. I CANT! this is wrong. is it really the timing? or what? why must i go through this when others dont need to? happily becoming a leader without going through training. or whatever you call that. But why must i go through?

in doubt. jem. pursue jesus.

11/26/2004 01:12:00 PM
The determination;
KUROSAKI ICHIGO.

Jeremy
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